IT’S THAT TIME AGAIN
I follow back everyone!
Sometimes it hurts that I no longer really know you. Or that I barely recognize myself any more. I’m gaining control agin. Control of my life, my heart, and my happiness. I’ve done it all on my own. Everything you said I could not do without you. You made me feel trapped and hopeless. Although I miss what we had I loving seeing the person I know I can be. I always felt ten feet tall till you kicked me down. You said shut up and i did. It is not a person I want my daughter to see or ever become. I need her to know that it’s okay to be alone. That she can do it. Your hand no longer holds mine. I don’t hear your deep breaths in the night. Or gaze at you while you read over a book. I also no longer hide crying myself to sleep. Or have to beg for the words I love you. I may be lost but I’m at least heading in the right direction.